Emo Nemo

Hello blog,
i am sorta emo today :( Boyf maybe gonna get confinement because he was "late" but he was not? The COS told him to reach the ferry at 7am and he did, but the Sargent still thinks he is late, sigh. Well hopefully he is fine.. will pray for him again!

And today i also wanna post about us..
He loves me a lot, I love him a lot too..
He gives in a lot, and so do i..
He is very protective of me though,
But i give him freedom, though he decided to stay by my side at all times.
He always forgives me for what have done, though he needs a lot of time to heal.
I do stupid things to make him worry..
honestly i feel damn useless now, i am jobless, cashless and of course cert-less. Its never enough no matter how hard you try.. everything will just be gone one day.
Alvin, i really hope you will be fine in the army, and i hope we will stay strong for this 2 years, we've been together for going 4 years le, yet.. we are not strong enough, our trust is there but you still worry... you are like my protector is like as if you are born to protect me.. so much.. i don't know how to thank you enough, is never enough to treat you everything i just don't think treating you is never enough. How should i repay you my dear? You say we are going to ROM soon. Honestly i am happy to hear that but then.. you said "i will only stop worrying when we ROM and have a child"  sigh i don't know so confuse!
alright i guess i need to stop ranting! good bye :)

HELLO~~ Its been long~ i hardly, i mean its been more than half a year of me blogging already >.> i decided to blog more and as often as i can so i can read all my rantings when i am bored :D So yeah i decided to change my blog skin and stuff. Okay enough about my blog lets talk about me~ I am doing fine i guess, not studying nor working. Staying home and helping my mom and stuff. My boyf now on NS and we have alot of problem >.> well yeah.. stupid things -.- alright i will blog more later :)

sorry.

Sorry for neglecting this place :( can i ask everybody a question? Am i spoiled? hah weirdo question i know but sigh Alvin says i am.. i guess i am.. i really don't know. Sometimes i ask myself do i still love Alvin? Does Alvin still loves me? Or he is just used to having me around him? Does he only want me for one thing and only one thing? I really don't know.

I know our anni is just tomorrow but i have been thinking this few question in my head for a very long time. I really hate myself at times thinking like this, i am sure i love him more then anything in this world but sometimes he acts like a big fat bitch :( does anyone feel for me? well. Let just hope for tomorrow anni we will be happy and no quarrel for tonight and tomorrow got to ren :)


wish me good luck readers!

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Failure

OMFG WHAT THE FORK! Seriously my stupid video editor is being a bitch the audio can't sync together with the video, if my video editor is a human i would give him/her a very tight slap! >:(
Anyways today was alright i guess, time went quite fast CS stupid cam lou (canto for "sissy/gay") very not happy with my script saying my script got a lot of grammar mistakes, eh what the fork man i so good, first one to pass up you should be proud that i passed up with such good script liao then now like that seriously i feel like slapping him and punch him at the corner of a alley ._. FUCK!
Okay then it was EFC me, LeeMei and Jean was damn lost in the correction don't know what to do blindly following and keep ask long min how to do... yeah, we can be quite pain in the ass sometimes, HAHAHA. And then got test was quite okay i guess, can't really think well.
After EFC it was BPF gosh, is the fastest lesson ever feels like only 15 minute pass by but actually is like 40 minute! School was over, went over to KOI but super lots of people so we go buy Korean ice cream, is damn awesome :D! After that went J8 and kana pang seh by them and i was all ALONE, Such nice FRIENDS i have -.- After that boyf came with little brother and Leah went to have lunch, and J8 is gonna have fucking TAKOYAKI FINALLY OMFGZ! Awesomezx, i know! So happy about that :D! We went to buy mortal combat super hard game to play :( After that went home relac and boyf went home around evening :D! So now i am just waiting for him to come back so he can company me to sleep <3 YAY :D!

Alright people super wordy post i guess,
I have to edit my blog skin le.
See you soon guys <3

HI!

OMG my lens are here but i don't really like it :(
my brown not obvious just tat my pupils did grow bigger..
KNS i want buy obvious colour liao gonna buy Angel with Tracy! <3
well got to wait see got degree nots :/ yea..
So i am gonna buy blue de! Its been long i wore Blue de contacts can't wait :3
Eh never go liao -.- becuase my mummy keep complain say want sign card to pay then dad not enough cash -.-
WTH i pekcek i angry >:( so i say don't go lorh -.- idiot brother kaopeh.
Stupid ass brother i have here -.- so i must sacrifice my time for tmrw liao lorh. KNS.
want sleep one leh -.- semo dong xi ma!
i bought my lens my mom got freak out by the pink colour lens :3 SO COOL OMFG :3
so yea you wanna see? :D

Tadahh nicenice?! the brown one is like.. shit you can go see it at my FB my profile picture i am wearing it liao.

KNS ONE >:(

okay bye~

Kanasai 2011

Oh my god,
when is going to be th stupid Exam week ah? i really wish time will go superb fast man!
i am so sick and tired of ITE, eh sorry not ITE is Mrs Tahir -.- she is so fuck up, i think you give me other teacher i will be happy with it, but Mrs Tahir is really fucking shit okay? Don't know who like her, i think reg 2 love her until see like god luh sick and tired of her man, no MC not happy, always give will say physically not well for school WTF?!
eh where got like that one? I still got pay money to ITE right? You will still get money right? Then why the fuck you still kaopeh? No bonus will kill you? -.- damn unhappy with her i tell you. Monday got progress test for Effective Communication, sibeh sian will see her face again. -.-
okay lah bye
need to see leah le bye